Guy Reams (00:04.482)
This is day 85, the crooked path.
There is a lie we tell ourselves about progress. We imagine it as a straight line. We picture ourselves starting at one point and moving steadily upward toward another. We expect each day to be better than the last, each effort to build cleanly on the one before. We want the graph to climb without dips, the journey to unfold without detours. But that is not how it works. That is not how anything works. Progress is
It zigs when you expect it to zag. It devils back on itself. It stalls in places where you thought you had momentum. It surges forward when you are certain that you have stalled. The path does not care about your expectations. It does not follow the neat trajectory you drew in your mind. It moves according to its own logic, which includes setbacks. The setback is not the exception. It is part of the design.
You will have days when the work does not move. You will have mornings when the resolve you felt yesterday has evaporated. You will have moments when you look at what you have built and only see the gaps. This is not failure. This is the terrain. The person who expects a smooth climb will be crushed by the first rough patch. The person who understands that the path is uneven will keep walking. What matters is not whether you stumble. What matters is how quickly you stand back up.
The defeat cycle can be short or long. You can sit in the dust and argue with the root that you tripped you, or you can notice the fall, name what you feel, and take the next step. The faster you close the loop, the more ground you cover. The longer you stay down, the harder it becomes to rise. Each morning offers something rare. It provides a reset. Yesterday may have been a disaster. You may have missed the mark entirely. You may have let yourself down in ways that still sting.
Guy Reams (02:05.88)
But the morning does not care. It arrives clean. It gives you permission to begin again without dragging the weight of what came before. This is not denial. This is discipline. You acknowledge what happened. You learn what you can. And then you release it so then you can act again. The ritual holds when everything else shifts. When the wind dies and the horizon is empty, the ritual gives you something to do. When the storm arrives and the plan falls apart, the ritual gives you something to return to.
It is the small act that proves that you still have agency when the world offers very little. It is the knot you can tie in the dark. It is the decision to begin again when yesterday ended badly. Progress is not about never failing. It's about shortening the time between the fall and the rise. It's about treating each day as another repetition, not a fresh start that erases the past, but a continuation that builds on it. You are not starting over. You are iterating. You are refining.
You are learning where to place your feet tomorrow. The path is crooked. Accept it. Walk it anyway. Begin again. The morning is waiting.