Guy Reams (00:02.029)
This is day 89, the introvert's dilemma. Introverted people often carry a reputation they did not ask for. They are labeled as closed off, distant, or unwilling to engage. People assume they are withholding feedback or avoiding connection. What most people do not realize is that the introvert is not holding back out of indifference. They are holding back out of care. The introvert lives with a voice that never stops.
It is a voice that analyzes, critiques, and dissects every word that is spoken, every action taken, every moment that could have gone differently. If they say something to someone that lands poorly, they will replay it for days, maybe even weeks. They will turn it over in their minds, examine it from every angle, wondering whether they caused harm, whether they could have said it better, whether they should have said nothing at all. This is not occasional. This is constant.
When someone gives an introvert feedback, even well-meaning feedback, it does not land lightly. It enters a system already running at full capacity. The introvert will take that feedback and process it thoroughly. They will consider whether it is accurate, fair, and whether it reflects something they need to change. They will think about the person who gave it, their tone, and their intent. They will wonder whether the feedback was accurate or colored by emotion or misunderstanding. This takes time.
It takes energy. It is exhausting. Because introverts know this about themselves, they hesitate to give feedback to others. They do not want to impose that same mental burden on someone else. They do not want to be the reason another person spends hours or days turning a comment over in their mind, wondering whether they did something wrong, whether they are enough, or whether they need to change.
The introvert knows what it feels like to carry that weight and they do not want to hand it to someone else. This is not avoidance. This is consideration. The introvert is not refusing to engage. They are being careful with the words because they know how much words can cost. They are not distant because they do not care. They are distant because they care too much and they see the toll that interaction can take.
Guy Reams (02:23.553)
The world often misunderstands us. It sees silence and assumes apathy. It sees hesitation and assumes weakness. It sees careful thought and believes someone is holding back. But the introvert is not holding back. They are holding space. They are managing an internal dialogue that never quiets. And they are trying not to add to the noise in someone else's head. When the voice in your head are constant and extreme,
You learn to reduce human interaction until it is absolutely necessary. Not because you do not value people, but because you value them enough to protect them from the weight that you carry every day.